My last trip to the Himalayan Institute brought about a message from the universe that would help me find closure with this “failure”. I met a doctor who was on the board for the International Yoga Therapist Association. After talking to her about my background, experience and education, she suggested I go ahead and apply for the 1,000 Hr Yoga Therapist Certification. On the plan ride home, I started filling out the application and making a plan. I had to submit a large amount of case studies, which opened my eyes to see how much I have been able to contribute in 16 years. My application was over 40 pages and had to be sent in 2 attachments. One morning, after class, Gail was leaving class and brought the mail up to me. In this mail was a certificate, awarding me a 1,000 hour Certified Yoga Therapist. I couldn’t believe the wealth of emotions this brought up. Finally, all that work I did was getting counted towards something. And where it “counted” I find more meaningful. The universe provided closure in my studio presented to me by a student. How cool is that?!?
You see, it took me 16 years to learn that my expectations to outcome were not what my life’s journey were supposed to be. I wasn’t meant to sit in a chair and do talk therapy, although I am quite good at that. I was born to help people move and breathe emotions out of the body through yoga therapy. I have been honored to work with cardiac & cancer patients in Kansas City & Dallas. I’ve worked with people suffering from depression & anxiety. I’ve worked with people who needed to find better flexibility and body image. I have opened a yoga teacher training school and helped others learn how to deepen their personal practice and how to teach others safely. I love what I do and am grateful to be able to walk this path.
So, when your frustrated about an outcome that didn’t turn out the way you expected it to, perhaps you can let go of your attachment to what you thought should be and see what happens. In my case, my journey continues on a much brighter path than I could have ever imaged.
Coincidentally,I have earned 2 Masters Degrees (Masters of Counseling & MBA in Strategic Leadership). Both of these degrees sit in a box in the basement, still in the envelopes they were delivered to me in. I never considered framing and displaying either one of them. My Certified Yoga Therapist is getting delivered to Parkville Frame Gallery this week so I can proudly display and celebrate my 16 year journey out of this attachment to outcome!
PS. Thank you Gail for taking a photo of me with the certificate after you delivered it!